What good is love of you can’t feel it? What good is the future when you can’t see it? What good are my embraces you can’t feel them? What good are my kisses if you no longer appreciate them? When I saw you, I thought that I indeed found you Suddenly my world seemed beautiful, colorful and new I giddily anticipated the coming of each day When I will be looking into your eyes and all my worries go away But something happened along the way It reared its ugly head one fateful day In an instant,I had the feeling that I was losing you I lost a huge part of me, you took my heart with you My lonely days seemed to crept to eternity Every moment, every second stretched tremendously Though I tried to save the remaining part of me I was slowly being sucked into the abyss of melancholy I am no longer able to give you what you need Though I am still trying my best, I can no longer follow your lead You are so near, yet a thousand miles away Now I am so tired, I no longer want to stay I should have llistened, I should have seen the signs But I ignored them,convinced myself we’ll be alright Now I no longer know where I’m going You’ve made me close my door, I don’t wanna be left begging Love for myself, that I should never forget really Although I love you dearly, I want to keep my dignity As I walk away,I want to believe, I want to say I am hurt,I am crying but I know,in God’s time, I will be okay |